Tears

Finally, I broke down and cry. I can no longer tolerate the pressure inside. It has been building up for a long time and it is time to let it out.

哥, 我爱你.

*You mean a lot to me and I will tell you my problems only if you are willing to listen. I wish to open up to you if you let me.*

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@ 3.47am

There was a sound. I heard it. It came from the roof and trailed further to the wall next to me. I don't know what is that and I somehow do not wish to find out. All I know is that I am seriously afraid and is hyperventilating right now. I took a puff of medication but it did not help much. Should I take a peek? I wish you were here, ko. I really wish you were.