Hmmm

I think I know the reason for my poor performance at school. And also my moodless and emo days. I think I haven't quite got over your death, Nick. I have not completely accepted it, I realised. I still long for your return and wish you would somehow miraculously be alive again.

It has been 3 months and I still miss you. Whenever there are events at school, I would somehow wish you were there to join us. It would be loads of fun. *sigh*