Realization

I have come to realize that I should not tell my problems to people. It will only make them worry and angry. And on the verge of anger, hurtful words may be exchanged. Most of the time it would. And most of the time, friendships and relationships will be shaken for the worst. So in order to save those friendships and relationships, problems are better not said. It is better kept inside. I have made too many people angry and worry. It is time to keep a low profile from now on and put a BIG smile on my face every single day. Well, most of the days. Like this ----> =D

*if only I can*

I dread night times lately. Because my airway would be so tight I'm afraid I would pass out. To make matters worst, I'm currently living alone. It's hard to get help in this situation. :S