Death

Summer exam is coming up soon. But I'm not in the mood to study for it. Not at all. All I can think of is my health. Will it deteriorate again? I am young, I do not want to die at this age. I can't seem to think about any other things except death. I have cheated death countless of times. Will I be lucky again this time?

Dear God,
I am a naughty girl. I've been mischievous all my life. Please do not take me. I do not deserve to be with You. Take someone who is old and is suffering. Don't take me. Please? I beg You.

Love,
EeVon